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i’m probably going to cry a few times duringthe course of this thing i’m an emotional guy funny though because i always get the questionof like you’re white? how did you start rapping? and to me it was never like a weird thingi guess i just never really thought about it like i obviously like knew most rappers aren’twhite but i wasn’t like should i be doing this? on the other side i think i get a benefit

from being white i think that white kids can see me and seethemselves like that could be me so i mean i think that was a huge boost forme and a guilty thing when i was coming up like ah fuck am i only here because i’mwhite is that the only reason so yeah i think i had to prove to myself that iwas more than just a white guy that is lucky because he’s white

damn mac miller is super lonely in new york nobody lives with him just him and his two cats see in my old days i would hire somebody forthis but i’m trying to get some real life experiences drove my own uhaul everybody’s got to grow up some time but i was an easy target i admit that like

i don’t know what changed i think i think i just got more conceptual with whati was doing people just started maybe getting how realeverything was to me i’d say i think i just kinda started giving more ofmyself and who like who i actually am could you give me like a little bit of reverb and i think like it also became one of thosethings where i got like so much negativity that it almost became like okay

there’s no point to overly hate on thisdude when we actually see what he’s doing then when you look in there there’s somegood music there you know what’s a lot of it i always haverespect for my peers it almost becomes like if the people you lovefuck with me maybe you might not be correct in your assumptions you know fuck probably should've woke up went to work but i didn't i probably shouldv'e saved a little money

i didn't probably shouldn't be high everyday but it’s my hats off to all the people thatdid like champion me and did say you know what we fuck with him and it’s real i think for me i just wanted to get as faraway from home as i could like i went out there i started recordingmacadelic and i just loved the environment and i waslike i’m staying certain energy out there that’s beautifuland unmatched anywhere else

so i think i just you know i caught the vibesyou know like and just wanted to ride it out and see whereit went and it went to places i could never imagine to have all that space is a pro and a con depending on how you look at it but it’s really just something within myself that was the thing that initially that i liked for a while but that’s more dangerous than actuallyla is

just kind of sitting there by myself all thetime you know it just becomes like it becomes toxic it started by me just sitting inside all day and then it’s like then you get bored then you’re like well i could just be high and i could have a whole adventure in thisroom i’m always like if somebody like you wannatry this and i’m like yeah sure

and then it just kind of fucks you up whenyou have a bunch of money cause like you try a drug and you like it then you can buy a lot of it you know so iwent through about everything let me clear a couple of things here there’s a lot of people talking about mebeing on drugs look at me do i like i’m on drugs to you? not on drugs drugs are on me, alright?

that was a fucking quote that was a quote at one point weed didn’t relax me from everything it made me more paranoid about all the shithappening right so like i needed to get a drug that was a little morenumbing if you will and less like in your head so yeah that’s i think that’s what reallysparked me doing drugs is because i hate being sober

i wanted a drug to do nah this is too much though nah like thisis the pure no no no i’m saying i’m saying that’show pure the ocean no you’re not listening to me this is not this is not even the one that you think is it this is the one that's really it listen to me i’m your brother this righthere i’ll taste i’ll let you know you’re gonna miss a couple of shows

no way this is perfect this is mud i rather be the corny white rapper than thedrugged out mess who can’t even get out of his house overdosing is just not cool there’s no legendary romance you don’t go down in history because youoverdosed you just die when you stop making excuses for myself that’sreally when it was

when it’s like i step out and look at howthis looks to someone who doesn’t have any idea that i’m famousor whatever just like walks in and looks at the situation they’re gonna be this is fucked up you know being able to admit that that’s not theway to live and you can still have fun i mean i’m notfucking sober i get fucked up like let’s keep it real i get super fucked up still all the time that will never stop

but i am just in control of my life i am not fucked up right now i am chilling i spent a lot of time in pittsburgh towardsaround finishing the album just like hanging out with my friends thati grew up with and everyone and going out and drinking being around people that i’ve known fora long time and that just that feels nice it’s great to drive around without a gps

it’s great to fucking know where to go toget anything at any time it’s great to go back to places you ranaround as a kid in as an adult i don’t know man there’s no better thingthan having your hometown love you i think the love mei hope they do i love them please welcome international recording artistand pittsburgh native mac miller steeler’s nation wave those terrible towels i wanna be positive as a human being

and through music but i also want to havelow points it’s like an ascension there’s moments when they get dark because it’s not nothing is all good are these albums not having the cut all highly drug induced albums definitely are they great definitely you know i’m not gonna take anything awayfrom the shit that i went through to make these albums

i’m not going to write them off just becausei was on drugs because i went through too much emotionallyand mentally and negative against me physically to actlike it was for nothing i went all over performing right but there’s special there’s somethingthat’s the most important there’s something that’s my favorite thingin the motherfucking world to perform is pittsburgh you feel me when i come home i want to see shit be thecraziest that i’ve ever seen

in my motherfucking life yeah am i real rapper? yeah that’s whati am i’m out here i have complete confidence in my ability i’m not tripping on having to overflex oranything i have accomplishments and they speak forthemselves and i have music and it speaks for itself man i must be a real rapper

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